Forgive my promise that you`ll never see me cry

And

Forgive my promise that I'll send you off with a smile.

This song PERMANENT by David Cook, which I believe he dedicates to his departed brother who succumbed to cancer, kinda hit the bulls eye of what I really felt... and what I still feel when my father and mother left us.

Forgive my promises... 

my broken promises.

When all we know is temporary...

believe in something permanent.

 

Is this the moment where I look you in the eye?

Forgive my broken promise that you`ll never see me cry

And everything, it will surely change even if 

I tell you I won`t go away today

Will you think that you`re all alone

When no one`s there to hold your hand?

And all you know seems so far away and everything is temporary rest your head

I`m permanent

I know he`s living in hell every single day

And so I ask Oh God is there some way for me to take his place

And when they say it`s all touch and go I wish I could make it go away

But still you say

Will you think that you`re all alone when no one`s there to hold your hand?

When all you know seems so far away and everything is temporary, rest your head

I`m permanent, I`m permanent

Is the moment where i look you in the eye?

Forgive my promise that you`ll never see me cry

(Song property of RCA 19 Records.

R.I.P. Andrew Cook.)